There’s only one good thing about holiday here, I can wake up late, because I still have to study, study and study all day. I woke up about 11. 30 Am.         , have brunch and study until now.

            As I told you before that I got a LOPA test and emergency equipment recheck tomorrow. A bit nervous because it’s all about memory. (My friend got a new joke about she want to buy 10GB memory card for her brain so she will has enough space to store all of data we needed for our check and test.) I hope I can make it. Wish me luck, okay?

            It’s raining outside. The temperature should be about 11-15 degree and there’s no sunshine today. It make me feel depress na. I’ve ever told you once that I hate evening moment but this’s plus raining. How sad it’s gonna be.

            My Instructor told me that tomorrow (1th) the temperature gonna reach 6-8 degree. I think I have to bring my coat with me because normally the classroom floor doesn’t turn on the heater or I’m gonna be freezed. Damn!! I really hate cold weather without snow. (I love white Christmas. That’s why I don’t want to go to study at AUS.)

            Yesterday, my friend sent me a sms so I called him back. We talked about 10-20 minutes and he asked me that how am I? Do I feel happy here? And I said I’m fine and happy here. He asked “Really?” so I said why I have to feel sad. I don’t see any point if I feel sad. What will I get if I feel sad? I don’t have anyone who gonna give me a great support like I have in Thailand. My parent, my friends, my family aren’t here to listen to me or talk to me. I can’t drive to any park or mall or find any activity that can make me feel better. I can’t call my friends and ask them out for dinner at some cute restaurants or buy some ice cream and spend our time talking about our life at Iberry siam-square until 11 pm. Sad is just…sad. I won’t get anything from being sad here so that’s why I try to be happy, keep busy and don’t think about home or anyone in Thailand so much. Is that weird? I guess it is. But it’s reasonable, isn’t it.

            I’m gonna go to sleep now, just finished studying. I’ve to say that I still cannot remember exactly all of the chart but if I spend too much time studying, I think I’m gonna be mad.

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